Distance doesn't ruin a relationship, doubts do. All i feel now is that i am empty and lost. I wish i was strong. Strong as i used to be. But she was my everything. Its not cos i made her so, but its because she became that in my heart when it recognized her as the only constant it needs. I wish she knew how much i love her and how much i miss. Cos in the end, i know one thing for sure, that i will love her forever. No other women can steal the heart i gave her from me. Love is eternal and I will prove it.. in time.
Girl: "I wonder how boys feel when they are in love. Do they get butterflies?
Do they have you on their mind 24/7? Do they wait for you to come online for
hours? Do they smile at random times at the thought of you? Do they miss you
all the time? Do they think about the smallest things to say?"
Boy: We boys don’t get butterflies, we get fireworks. We don’t have you on our mind
24/7, but we do have you on our hearts. Often, yes we wait for you to go
online, sometimes simply even just being online makes our heart skip a beat,
even if we don’t talk. Whenever you talk to us, our face forms that half-smile;
it means we are happy but are trying our hardest to not show it, and fail at
hiding it. We do miss you all the time; granted, we’d spend all our time with
you if possible. We don’t think of the smallest things you say, we think of
every word you say, panicking at every single word, trying to define what it
really means, to read between the lines. But wait there’s more.
We would love you in a million ways. And once we start loving you there is no
going back for us. No matter how hard we try we will always love a girl that
has touched us. Us boys when in love will think of that girl first thing in the
morning, and think of that girl last before we sleep at night. Whenever we see
a couple, our thoughts immediately jump to that girl, and imagine that the
couple was us. Every single detail about her is loved; the way she walks,
talks, speaks. The sound of her voice. Her laughter. The sparkle in her eyes.
Her shy smile. The way she dresses. That cute face she makes when she’s asleep.
And the way she says our name that our hearts just explode with mirth, a simple
act that no-one else can replicate.
A boy in love with a girl is no simple thing, though ladies stereotype us guys
as simple. A man in love is not simple. No. He will be unpredictable. He will
be persistent, stubborn, and given the circumstances, if it means carrying you
from one side of the world to the other to win your heart, a man in love would.
He will be a martyr, giving his all and asking for almost none. He will show
you how to appreciate the beauty of the world in a thousand ways, and then he
will tell you how much he appreciates your beauty in a million ways.
A man in love is no simple thing. When he loves, he loves with his entire
being. To him, you are everything, his entire universe. Beginning and End.
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By the man who loved a woman so much that in the end, his heart was burned when she left him and he wasn't the same anymore. A man with a dead soul is nothing more than a shadow of who he was.
